1.18.2009

The Man Who Has Always Been There


As I get older, I increasingly reflect on my life. I reflect on the past, the present, the people, the good, the bad and the ugly. I reflect on the changes I have made in my life and within myself. I reflect on all the struggles I have been through and continue to go through. I often find myself so amazed of the strength I posses. So many times I have been able to pull myself out of such crazy situations while being able to maintain my sanity. As Donnie McClurkin sang, "We fall down but we get up." This is so true. I have turned my negatives into something positive instead of letting them completely breakdown my soul. Now, everyday I walk with an "S" on my chest. That "S" does not only stand for Superwoman but it stands for "Strength".

Now almost 30, I have realized that the source of all my strength and superpowers come from the one person what had always had my back. It comes from the man who has always loved me unconditionally and carried me on his back when I fell down. He was there when I cried. He was there celebrating with me during the best times of my life. I'm not perfect and I have done things in my life that he wasn't too happy about. Fortunately, his love for me has no boundaries . He just continued to love and guide me. He was there even when I felt he wasn't. Sometimes I felt like I was talking to myself because I thought he wasn't listening...just like a man, right..hahaha. He has been the only man that has NEVER done me wrong. All the wrong I thought he did to me, turned out to be right for me.

I have built a closer relationship with this man. It took a very long time for me to really recognized and feel his presence in my life. There will never be the right words or enough words to express my gratitude to him.

So I will simply say, "Thank You God", for always being by my side. If you're walking everyday of your life with an "S" on your chest...just simply comment on this blog with two words.."Thank You"

*INDIE*


8 comments:

UBRINGMEJOI said...

its always good to reflect on life and much better to know who has never forsaken you or forgotten you! i'm glad that you posted this, sometimes ppl can be scared about their true feelings about their religious preferences- i'm glad that you aren't!

:-)

Reggie said...

God is the only one who will always be there....

As much as I walk on my tippy toes to keep the perfect relationship, I know with him is perfect....'

This was a good post! I had a church moment today listening to M.C."Fly Like A Bird"....I love that song...:)

Peggy M. said...

Thank You..

great one.

Fab4 said...

Thank you...

**Maia**

Adina said...

He blesses me every waking day!!!

THANK YOU....

Anonymous said...

Great post...(Thank you!!!)

kold_kadavr_ flatliner said...

I think botha youse need this;
Check-this-out...

Yes, earthling, Im an NDE
(thus, my ethereal nomenclature) -
so I actually know God exists:
He rewards those who HONOR n RESPECT
Him and strive to follow His Laws;
for those who wanna know what
Seventh-Heaven holds for your
indelible, magnificent soul whom
God has so carefully crafted -
and if you're not too concerned
with WWIII and N. Korea,
you better follow us:

Find-out what RCIA means and join.
trustNjesus.
ALWAYS.
God bless your indelible soul.

kold_kadavr_ flatliner said...

Let this be your catalyst to Seventh-Heaven:

'The more you shall honor Me,
the more I shall bless you'
-the Infant Jesus of Prague
(<- Czech Republic, next to Russia)

Love him or leave him...
ya better lissen to DonJuan;
if you deny o'er-the-Hillary's evil,
which most whorizontalites do,
you cannot deny Hellfire
which YOU send YOURSELF to.

Yes, earthling, I was an NDE:
the sights were beyond extreme.
Choose Jesus.
You'll be most happy you did.
God bless your indelible soul.