FALLING....

Friday morning, my alarm goes of @ 6:00am but my eyes don't open until 6:15am to see him sleeping peacefully next to me. Now smiling at my imaginations of waking up to Mr. Man everyday, I snap out
of my imagination to thank God for another day, a career, a beautiful family and great friends.

By 6:30am my child is getting ready for school and Mr. Man is getting ready to head to work. "Lord...I love when he's around", says my inner thoughts. Saying he brings a sense of
completeness in my life would be giving him way to much credit because I'm very secure with myself. I was complete before him and I will be after, with great hopes there will not be an after him.
However, he is a wonderful addition to my life and a blessing.

Not even caring that we didn't have sex the night before, being that it has been a week since we have been physical, just the fact that he was there holding me tight as we peacefully fell asleep
together the night before was enough, waking up to him was even better. As I get ready for work, I see him through the mirror. I turn to acknowledge him as he approaches me.
Now we are face-to-face. My heart starts racing. My emotions go into full throttle overdrive. My stomach starts to knot, then tingle...fuck...I feel nausea. He leans in and begins to kiss me.
Slow and soft... the kisses go from short to long but with a non-stop rhythm. So in synch we become. The kiss felt like it could last forever and I didn't care at all. Unfortunately, nothing is forever
and the kiss ends.

He gives my child a big hug as he heads out the door. I smile at the thoughts of how my little one truly adores him and happily returns his morning hug. Still fantasizing about our morning kiss, I take
deep breaths before my heart leaps out my chest. I escort him to the door wishing he didn't have to leave and already missing him. Slowly I close the door after his exit.

Breathe in...Breathe out...Inhale...Exhale...I close my eyes & realize...I'm Falling.

Stay Tuned

*INDIE*